Aftern(u)n in the mountains
Once I was dreaming about what kind of person should I become, so I would have more people in my life that admire and like me. Who are inspired by me… And then I woke up with an idea – I am not a muse I am the CREATOR. I do not have to be inspiring, admirable or likeable.
I should concentrate on myself, change and shape myself, the way I want. Live and respect all my sides and all the shades of my personality. I was sliding through life, and looked back over my shoulder… I saw all those people, who I once sought to appreciate me. They were way behind me. They were proud of me, they liked me, they were inspired by me. But I could not look at them for a long time, because I was looking backwards.
And when you catch good wind you must look forward in order to keep going your own way.